NUNCA MAS!

'...If you don't let anybody in you can`t get hurt......but it sure is a lonely road... '


-....recuerda, que no todos quieren herirte....algunos solo buscamos tu bien... pero lastimosamente para nosotros, los que sin querer hemos sido flechados... de tu parte no existe tal querer como para en tu corazon permanecer...-

I really want you...♪

Aun sigo con ganas de enviarte muchas..!! muchas de tantas canciones de esas que ya te he enviado antes... si, han sido muchas, no?....

Pero ahora logro pensarlo antes de hacerlo...
y me digo a mi misma, para que?... para que lo haces?...para complicar las cosas?...
Mas bien sigue asi.. es mejor.. algunas cosas estan mejor ocultas ...


y... encuentro aqui una buena manera de desahogarme.....
y aun asi sigo diciendo....y cantando.....

...I really want you to really want me, but I really don't know if you can do that.
...I know you want to know what's right but I know it's so hard for you to do that.
...And time's running out as often it does, and often dictates that you can't do that.
...But fate can't break this feeling inside that's burning up through my veins.
-I really want you -
...No matter what I say or do, the message isn't getting through,
...And you're listening to the sound of my breaking heart.
-I really want you....♪♫

(I...-really don't- know you well....I know your smell...and....I'm here for you.. if you only care....you know who you are, my lover...)^^

♪♫. . .una calma que me arropa si el sol cae. . .un olor que trae recuerdos, una chica que no sabe que la observo....una historia sin comprender, un cuerpo de mujer....un beso distante, un instante de placer. . .♫♪

Sweetheart, today is such an special day... 26.....I will always remember you... and all we lived together.....^^

Hugs & Kisses.

LMBC.

.........And in The End... everyone ends sick and tired of me........

....I don't know if they hate me... but at least!.. I don't think so....


...............I know they're tired....and so am I............


..............Is this a sign?...It's time for a breake?....................


..............Don't know.........and better don't mind..............


-But as long as I feel....there's something to try-

Untitled song...

There's so much I want to tell you..
But I can't cuz tonight I left you..
We said we'll continue being friends..
But I don't think you understand how afraid I am...


I won't forget you..because I really love you..
Although I really didn't get to know you..
You won a part of my heart..without even try..
You looked at me once and that was when you owned my heart..


I just can tell you How much I love you now..
And how important you are in my life...
I have to say thanks.. cuz You made me feel again..
And these are real feelings ..this is what I am..


I don't want to lose you.. because I need you
But is the best for you.. I guess I'm evil..
But you better look up now...
There's a sky above you sweetheart...


I ask my angels an ironic work to do..
I ask them to take care fo you..


The ironic:...
I ask them to take care of my angel..



LMBC.

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Desde anoche... he andado con el corazon en las manos...
No he dormido....
Poco he comido...
No me concentro...
Solo pienso....solo siento......

Mas no se si me arrepiento..

Acaso es un error lastimarle para ser feliz..?...si quieres a alguien como puedes lastimarle?...Buena pregunta.. dificil respuesta....( y no la dare ahora..)

Cuando me dare cuenta si lo que estoy haciendo Si.. es por su bien..?

Acaso es un error seguir asi ...sabiendo que le necesito..?

Soy un ser despreciable.. por querer ser feliz.... y no sentirme capaz de sostener el peso del compromiso?

Acaso es un error ser feliz...?

...............

Now my heart is broken and it beats slowly, cuz I left a part of me just because is the best for you. I wish u well, I want you to be happy and loved. That's all I want for you and that's what I can't give you.. so I leave you tonight, because I want you to find a real one...not a toxic one.- You know you have such a big part of my heart... and please, don't you ever doubt about what I feel for you because it is Real.

-My Juliet, I'm here for you and I always will-

Sincerely Yours...

LMBC.

Un niño me sonrio y me dijo: ' Te falta un tornillo...'- Yo me acerque y le susurre: ' Me faltan mil cariño..'

Yes... that's me.... running away.... AGAIN!

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

Nevermore...................Nevermore.......

Mi querido amor....

No sientas temor, no te muevas y no hables..nadie podra vernos..Quedate quieto, solo quiero mirarte...tenemos toda la ncohe y ahora quiero mirarte. Tu cuerpo para mi, tu piel, tus labios...Cierra los ojos, nadie podra vernos. Estoy aqui.. justo a tu lado, no me sientes ?..Al tocarte por primera vez..te tocare solo con mis labios, tu sentiras el calor pero aun no sabras donde, tal vez ...sea sobre tus ojos, yo presionare mis labios sobre tus ojos..y tu sentiras su calor...Abre los ojos ahora amado mio..mirame..tus ojos fijos en mis pechos, tus brazos elevandome, deslizandome sobre ti, tu cuerpo temblando... esto no tiene final, no lo sientes ?Estaras siempre volviendo atras la cabeza.. y yo para siempre me limpiare las lagrimas. Este momento debia pasar.. el momento existe..y este momento continuara..desde ahora para siempre..No volveremos a vernos jamas, lo que habiamos de hacer lo hemos hecho, creeme amor mio ..lo hemos hecho para siempre...Guarda tu vida lejos de mi...y si eso te hace mas feliz, no dudes ni por un momento en olvidar a esta muijer que te dice: " sin rastro de arrepentimiento".Adios.-

From the movie Silk ( S.E.D.A.)-

Look no further~Dido

I might have been a singer
Who sailed around the world

A gambler who wins milions
And spent it all on girls

I might have been a poet
Who walked upon the moon

A scientist who would tell the world
I discovered something new

I might have loved a king
Been the one to enter war

A criminal who drinks champain
And never could be caught

But among your books
Among your clothes
Among the noise and fuss
I've let it go

I can't stop and catch my breath
And look no further, for hapiness
And I will not turn again
Cause my heart, has found it's home

Everyone I'll never meet
And the friends I wont now make
The adventures that they could have been
And the risks I'll never take

But among your books
Among your clothes
Among your noise and fuss
I've let it go

I can't stop and catch my breath
And look no further, for hapiness
And I will not turn again
Cause my heart, has found it's home

Asturias(Leyenda) - Isaac Albeniz played by John Williams

No logro entender... Como dicen que el amor no mata..??....
Como dicen que con el tiempo pasa...??


Soy una excepcion a la ley de la vida?.. al pensamiento de la humanidad..??

Que demonios soy.. si a NADIE puede matar el amor.... Entonces quien demonios soy?........................ya deduciran ustedes el porque.......

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Ahora solo quiero correr... Siento y tengo la necesidad de desaparecer..!!!! irme lejos de aqui! y que ningun ser humano vuelva a saber de mi!! ni yo de ninguno... solo de uno.... de ese ser sagrado para mi.. que no considero humano.. simplemente para mi es algo sagrado..... solo de ese ser necesito saber para poder vivir.. y desaparecer...

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Quiero tenerte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Te necesito!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Pero Solo Puedo Decirte..... QUE SIMPLEMENTE DESEO QUE SEAS FELIZ....ALGUN DIA!


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Tengo tantas ganas de intentarlo una vez mas!!!!!
Soy terca! si!!! soy un animal!! que solo sigue sus estupidos instintos.....


Se que es lo mas inutil que intente en la vida! pero cuantoo!! cuantoo! deseo intentarlo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Aun asi no me permito no decirlo............ simplemente lo escribo... esas palabras no han salido de mi boca... hace ya un buen tiempo......

Pense haber aprendido la leccion... pero al parecer no........! mi corazon es terco!! ciego!!! y guiado por el amor......

Que mas puedo decir......


Si tengo razones... razones que nadie entendera nunca! jamas!! NADIE!

Pues ni yo las comprendo.....

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Confusiones..... Momentos cruciales que en un simple segundo!! me derrumban!!! Atrapan mi ser! cual mosca en la pared! y la estrellan contra el suelo!!! de la peor manera..!!..

La queires ver muerta.. cierto?.. a la mosca.....

Que quieres de mi.... ?

Es tan dificil recuperarse de cada golpe.... de cada caida........


Hoy .. cai.. tan bajo como antes... y la verdad no tengo intenciones de levantarme........